Monday, October 6, 2008

H2O: two parts Heart and one part Obsession.



...Like a little star shine floating on a dolphins back...I feel in my heart an inkling to let it all go and be led with my deepest inner vision...I'm exhaling like the earth does every autumn...with it goes the years previous burdens and lessons...My lungs fill up with tomorrows orgasms laughter and songs...join me in the sky with your creature of choice...tribes mates gather as change may be the rejoice...

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Atzmi Test.

Core Essence of the Self
Pure and Simple Faith

About Me:
The natural, intrinsic faith that is part of your basic essence is generally strong. As a result, you have a tendency in most cases to be optimistic and hope for the best. You usually believe that anything is possible, and have faith that a solution will be found and things will work out in the end; however at times your faith may tend to waver.

About The Trait:
Each of us has a natural, intrinsic faith that is part of our basic essence. There are those who tend to be filled with great optimism and who hope for the best; they believe that anything is possible, and that things will always turn out well in the end. Others are more pessimistic and tend to doubt that things will work out. This trait focuses on whether you tend toward optimism and the belief that things will turn out well, or more towards pessimism and the expectation of less positive results.

Idealism

About Me:
It is part of your basic essence to be idealistic in general. By nature, you are drawn to high ideals, and are usually able/willing to give of yourself to a grand vision or exalted goal, and wait to see it fulfilled, without losing hope. Yet on occasion, you may feel less of an urge to devote yourself to these ends.
About The Trait:
By nature, some of us are drawn to high ideals and are willing/able to totally devote ourselves to a grand vision or exalted goal. Such people are willing to sacrifice everything for their ideals, and do not give up hope of seeing them realized. Others feel less of an urge to devote themselves to high ideals and are unwilling to sacrifice themselves to achieve them. This trait focuses on the
degree to which you are drawn to high ideals and grand visions, and your natural willingness to sacrifice yourself in pursuit of exalted goals.


Inner Satisfaction
About Me:
Your "default" level of inner satisfaction is almost always extremely high, even in the absence of any specific external reason to feel contented. By nature, you are in a state of great satisfaction virtually all the time: you are very content, and
everything is nearly always fine, great, the best. As a result, you almost never feel deprived or frustrated over the lack of anything, and have no need to seek attention or “ego boosts”/affirmation of any kind from the outside world.

About The Trait:
Each of us is capable of experiencing a sense of fulfillment or satisfaction (or simply a feeling of contentment) for a range of reasons. By the same token, we can experience dissatisfaction or a lack of fulfillment in a variety of circumstances.
However, true satisfaction is by nature a trait that is not dependent on, or tied to, any outside factor. It is an intrinsic, essential quality that affects the state of the soul even without the presence of any external cause that might evoke the experience of satisfaction (or dissatisfaction). The trait described below focuses precisely on this point: What are the intrinsic, fundamental feelings of satisfaction or dissatisfaction that are ingrained in the essence of the soul, regardless of outside events? Or stated otherwise, what is the degree of inner satisfaction (or dissatisfaction) that naturally exists in the soul at all times, even in the absence of positive external factors?

ummm. there were 36 pages! HAHAHA

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Random Shots for your viewing pleasure




Winter at the cabin



So I am super behind in updating our photos, but that only means we are busy having fun! Like these shots up in Tahoe, so much fun. I have to add more!!!